Thursday, July 9, 2009

Gemini

Regrets

Of all my regrets, the thing I regret most is not being able to control my anger. I feel really bad every time I think about this especially when I think about the people whom I hurt because of it. One of my annoying negative attributes is being hot-tempered. I easily get mad because of my short patience. I tend to be close-minded at times because of anger. I forget about myself and the people dearest to me when I'm mad which is very sad of course.


I know I have hurt a lot of people already especially Manang and I regret that the most. I always pray for that particular weakness. I pray that I have the patience to keep my head cool and to understand the people around me. In fairness, the breathing exercise my mom told me every time I'm put to a very pressured situation works. I just don't do it sometimes.

But I keep saying to myself that I am not as bad as what I think of myself. I just tend to lose my screw sometimes. I can be so nice and so bad. Extremely extremes. Truly a Gemini.

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